okay, soo...

this week was okay. mo ms.beaman today.

i feel horrible. my mama has to start chemotherapy next week.

that's the second time in two years. ugh. =[

i'm ready for something good to happen.

i think im loosing my memory - no lie.

-B

i'm tired. there's no time for anything at all anymore, but i suppose that comes with the responsibilities of growing up. i've just had alot of things on my mind lately and i don't know what to do.

and something has been getting to me lately - people are so fucking FAKE. they say how much something hurts, but yet that cause that same pain to someone else. it's sad, really. they need to get over themselves.

i've realized alot of things, yet i'm still trying to figure other stuff out. it's all just confusing. life sucks.

R.I.P Kathy Sanders.

school started. it sucks. things are not going too well right now. i'm way too stressed out over the limit to where it is unhealthy.

i want to be a kid again. i want my biggest worries to be remembering my ABC's. i want it to be simpler.

school starts way to soon.

and i cant find a good layout. it's pissing me off. grrr.

i really like this kid named Tony. he's my little drummer boy. <3

Home, is this the quiet place where you should be alone?
Is this where the tortured and the troubled find their own?

i'm so stressed out.

i need to get away from this place.